Friday, November 21, 2008
Perfectly Flawed.
Just something i've been pondering on, when I overheard a conversation on the train. Yes, my ears are sharp. Too sharp.
So anyway, this group of girls were talking on the train, about... Well, their different ideas and perspectives of a Mr. Perfect.
To call somebody your Mr/Ms Perfect is such an oxymoron, since everyone is flawed, in his or her own way(s). Nobody is perfect, nor can they be. On the other had, it makes perfect sense too, when you love somebody for themselves, accepting all their flaws, that, truly is, 'Perfectly Flawed'. That is how love should be, beautiful, me thinks.
The word 'Love' is so overused nowadays, defiled by youngsters who know not the meaning of the word at all. Sad, but true. Just something to think about, though. No need to take my words seriously. Lol.
Be leaving state on the 23rd! drop me your wishlists, if you have any!
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
2:00 PM
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
ORD LO~~~ Oh wait. ORD?!
In the blink of an eye, 22 months have passed. My NS liabilities are over. It's back to civilian life. You know they always say that the grass is always greener on the other side, well, it is true. Lol. I spent my whole NS life counting down, looking forward to my ORD date... But somehow it doesn't feel the way i thought it'd feel. I guess that's just me, being human.
Being Human. Greedy, foolish, insatiable creatures. Hah. What a disgrace to live life as a human, forever carrying that sign, the mark, of condemnation. So bad, even breathing feels like... My lungs are burning up, my vision's just a whirl of colours. Humans should just go extinct. Anyway moving on...
Suddenly it feels like time has become a bullet train i'm riding in, racing toward a head-on collision course with the unknown. So fast, it's... Scary. I don't know what to do with my life now. Lol. Sorta like a mid-life crisis, don't you think?
You might think i'm hostile now, but all i'm doing is protecting myself, protecting my psychological well-being, protecting my heart. Just like you did. Exactly just like it, too, don't you think? The way you treated me so harshly. That snide tone of your voice. We're so mirror images of each other, don't you think. Even the way we react to stuff. I hated the way you handled us, and yet, i'm doing the same thing. Hah. Why do I even bother. It doesn't matter, not anymore. Just a flitting shadow from my past.
On a lighter note, school's resuming on 12 Jan 09 for me. Lol. the cool's been put back into school :D I wish for student exchange programs!!
EDIT: decided to just upload all photos im gonna blog about, to flickr. Can be found under navigations 'Les.' :) Ty!
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
1:59 PM