I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is
[Chorus:] I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassion's in my nature Tonight is our last stand
[Chorus]
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever came around Why don't you just go home? Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand And I left my heart open But you didn't understand But you didn't understand Go fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
This day started out well... until after physics lecture. =/ had to go see Ho Lai Seng right after a nice prata lunch with Peter, Zheng², Hua Lei, Winnie, Yuen Loong etc etc... today for my group's dumb GPP. he started bitching abt it rite after tern wen n i got into his lair of child porn.
Hohoho: this GPP blah blah blah.... me: zzzzzzzzz... *rolls eyes*
yeah, something like that. thought a day of dotA would cure everything, but i got more shit after my parents came home from work.
Dad: Playing computer again! why dont you go study or something! me: zzzzzzzzzzzzzz..... *starts to get a little pissed off*
and more...
Mother: STOP PLAYING COMPUTER N COME DOWN TO HAVE DINNER! me: zzzzzzzzzz..... (last 5 mins. game almost over)
and worst was yet to come... i got tag teamed by my cousin n mother right after dinner!
Cousin: did you activate the DMZ for the router? me: yes. (activated to host a lancraft game) Cousin: did you know that it deactivates the firewall? me: err... no. (i'm a router idiot) Cousin: it makes the computer prone to viruses =/ mother: nvm if SOMEONE can fix it. *stares at me coldly* me: *shrugs helplessly n retreats into room*
what a day. i hope something nice happens. like maybe Osama Bin Laden targetting my house, but i'm hoping for too much. 0.0
