Friday, November 30, 2007
Refusal.
I've been feeling so much angst of late.
I thought getting to serve as a firefighter during my NS stint would be cool. I thought getting into my current station was even better. Little did I expect that i'd get a dumbass for a supervisor.
Why do I say so? Simple.
"Everyone has a part to play......... You're pushing your work for me to do. I think it is unfair la."
What about YOUR reports that you got ME to do, was that being fair to me? In the first place, I DID NOT push my work to you. I merely asked if you received the e-mail the guy was supposed to forward to me.
"All I see you doing in station is play PSP."
Dude, that's what you CHOOSE to see.
"Basically this thing can be done in 10 mins. You got 24 hours a day. Spend 10 mins, you get 23 hrs 50 mins to slack. Simple thing like this, also cannot do?"
So. You're telling me I don't need to have my mealtimes, do daily routine, check appliances, admin stuff, drills etc etc?
"Next time such a thing happens again, i'll make sure you don't get to touch a PSP in station."
What kinda crap. Making such a big issue out of a simple thing.
"Complete your work this Friday, or i'll make sure you stay back the whole of Saturday."
Fxxk off man, you can confine me all you want. I'm a very free man. I got all the time in the world. I suggest you think before you speak.
Many who know me, know that I do NOT like to suck up. Usually if you treat me well, i'd do the same to you. I refuse to conform to (sucky)authority. Try speaking to me as a
FRIEND, not as a god damn fxxked up superior, you'll open yourself up to a world of wonders. :)
On a side note, I passed my IPPT. I can feel the moolah rolling in $_$!
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
11:54 AM
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Hateful, hateful.
I just found out something today, after FAILING my driving test.
Singaporean drivers are mother fxxking assholes.
Can't you FXXKING GIVE WAY TO TEST CARS, DICKWITS?
I know for sure, I wouldn't do such a fxxked up thing on the roads, behind a god damn L plate.
Don't let me catch you on the roads, mofo. You have been warned.
Fuck it, now I have to spend more money on driving lessons. Thanks to abovementioned mofo.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
8:59 AM
Sunday, November 18, 2007
My reliance.
Lately I think my personality's beginning to undergo changes.
I have to keep suppressing this really strong impulse to cause grievious physical hurt to the next bastard who talks to me in a condescending manner.
My temper's been at flash point. Every little thing pisses me off.
I think i'm turning into a violent freak. LOL.
I thought i'd be happier, after i'd passed out from training school. I guess I was wrong. Sure there were arguments, there were a few hopeless assholes who spoil your day, but everyone looked out for each other. Now, I know not who I can trust, and who I can't. People are so two-faced.
A discussion with a friend which I found to be true.
"It's difficult to find someone who finds you attractive, and loves you a lot."
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
4:37 AM
Thursday, November 15, 2007
The World Turned Into Hurtful Darkness.
Took photos of Seoul Journey, but i'm feeling so lazy that I won't be posting them until sometime later maybe. Much later.
Grats to my bro Nick Yu, for having come back from
1 month 29 days of Wallaby. Freaking had to scam 1 day and deprive him of overseas pay.
Taking my driving test in less than 10 days, how exciting. Sadly I'M NOT ALLOWED TO DRIVE UNLESS I'M UNDER SUPERVISION. By order
CSM Parents. DAMN IT. So it's more of waking up at unearthly hours, until maybe some few months later.
Haven't really been coping well recently, both at work and at home... Shan't say much, just that I got to see for myself. The lengths that certain individuals would go, to curry favor from higher authorities. That kind of behaviour totally disgusts me.
Dished out some well deserved punishment to a certain individual, I can only say I had no regrets suggesting it to my friends, and I feel no guilt, being an accomplice. Though I knew it was wrong, I felt a very primal, savage sense of glee. Gosh, i'm such the sadist.
Now I truly believe, the pen is mightier than the sword. And if someone ever tells me in the future that "Sticks and stones can hurt your bones but words never can", i'd be sure to beat the living crap out of him/her.
I need a new HDD! I want to upgrade my computer! I want to get a new laptop! But sadly, I don't have money! LOL.
One day... Someday. I'll choose to believe for now.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
12:20 PM