Thursday, December 27, 2007
Obsessions Part III
I
STILL don't know why i'm feeling this way.
Last night This morning, I had a chat with a close friend, about some matter that's always been close to my heart. Though our views weren't the same regarding the issue, I do agree with something he said. I'm a fucking 2 headed snake. Yes, I guess everybody can call me that now, for doing some things that I know i'm not supposed to do, but went on ahead with it anyway. Everything I once so proudly stood for, crumbled into nothingness the moment I agreed with whatever he was saying. I'm just a big fat hypocrite. Lol. So may heaven strike me down with a lightning bolt. I can't, and shouldn't keep up with this anymore, it's not healthy for the mind. In his lingo, I should FNMN. Yet, it's just so difficult to do so.
Parents' money got stolen again a few days back. What a Christmas. I have a good idea of who's the culprit this time, though. I may not have any evidence now, but nothing will escape my ever-so-watchful eyes. Perpetrator, you have been warned.
Anyway, belated Merry X'mas to you peeps out there who even bother to read my blog.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
4:08 AM
Friday, December 14, 2007
A fool, some jagged wood, and a drip stand.
Often, we judge ourselves by intention, and others by action. How true.
I fail to understand how some people think that i'm not a sensitive human being, just like everyone else. Just freakin' whack me on the head with some jagged wood, please.
This intense emotion's got me bursting at my seams... Why can't you understand the pressure i'm going through at work, why can't you just cut me some slack on my rest days? Why can't you understand that, like any other human being, I don't like to be forced to do things I don't like to do? Someone please smash a drip stand on my head.
And if you're disappointed in me, wait till you know how disappointed I am.
You might think you have a hold over me, but i'll prove you wrong. I've been long sick of putting up with this unnecessary and nonsensical duress.
Won't someone be my escape, anyone at all? :(
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
5:12 AM
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Obsessions Part II
I wonder why i'm even feeling this way. Lol.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
5:01 AM
Saturday, December 08, 2007
Obsessions.
I wonder why it took me such a long time to figure out.
I was just a fool to you. Never was I a friend , in your eyes. And never,
never will I be one.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
7:27 PM
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
"Paste Trouble Here."
Recently, many friends have confided in me about troubles and the like.
In my opinion, most troubles/problems are only our own perception of things. Looking at it from a different angle, it doesn't even classify as "Minor Problem". Most of the time, these 'problems', left untouched, put themselves right, much like equilibrium in chemistry.
Real problems, on the other hand, do not rectify themselves, nor do they disappear to thin air, even with a change of perception. They require a more "Hands-On" approach. While being trickier to solve than trivial matters, it is still possible.
And then there are those problems that plague you all your life. No matter how you try to solve them, your methods never seem to work.
It's not easy, almost impossible, even.
What am I to do. :(
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
2:22 PM