Friday, August 31, 2007
Random Thoughts.
I am very frustrated. Need an outlet.
Lesson learnt.
I'm sorry.
Sometimes I think i'm too stupid for my own good.
Sometimes.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
1:15 PM
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Changes.
Sometimes I think i'm not myself anymore.
My thoughts, words, actions, every single detail, they aren't distinctly Lester anymore.
Perhaps it's just me, or maybe i'm losing my grip on things.
Oh well.
The Metamorphosis i've been wanting to undergo, hopefully?
No.
I think i've changed. From an expressive person unafraid to voice out my opinions and unhappiness, to a sad, loserific hypocrite. Sad, eh?
Whatever it takes.
I will find...
Myself again.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
3:08 AM
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Sighs.
Know when sometimes, you just feel you're being taken for granted by the world?
That feeling totally sucks.
Use me, abuse me, dump me aside when you're done. That's the way you're supposed do things. Understand? =D
Thanks a lot.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
12:34 PM
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Urgh..
Just came back from duty a while ago. I'm having such a bad headache now... Urgh.
Life is boring. When can I ever conduct my first ever rescue?!
Bastards.
I saved $12 meal allowance yesterday. LOL. The Sir treat us KFC 2pc chicken meal for dinner. =D
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
5:01 AM
Thursday, August 02, 2007
My 100th Post!
YEAAAA! My 100th post!
Oh well. Been delaying my 100th post since I want to post something meaningful. Today, my 100th post will be about... Life's Firsts.
Within the week, I went for my First driving lesson. Damn fun la can. haha. Going around the circuit at 30-40km/h, until the instructor stepped on the brake cos he was afraid i'd hit the car in front. Hah!
And also, my First time getting trapped in a lift.. It's not a good experience I tell you. I was at the station at 6am, using the lift to get to the 4th floor since, well, breathing apparatuses don't just walk up to the 4th floor by themselves do they. So I got in, pressed the "4" button, and waited. The lift began its ascent, when suddenly... *GRRHS* the lift stopped, and the lights went out. DAMN MAN LIGHTS OFF IN A CONFINED SPACE DON'T BODE WELL. Haha. I was very panicky and I fumbled in the darkness for my handphone, called somebody outside to rescue me. The lift restarted only after 15 minutes have passed. The freakiest 15 minutes of my life.. Couldn't help but let my imagination run wild. Past horror flicks i'd watched before with lifts involved flashed through my mind. Haha.
Then there's the First time i'm eating durians... In a long time. Haha. Been years, probably, since I last tasted a durian. Miss the savoury texture, the aroma, the strong yet pleasant taste.. Haha.
And also the First time i've Hated this much. Shan't elaborate on that though. I'll try to forgive, but no promises. :) Hating someone is not very easy... It's... Tiring. To say the least. But i'm the embodiment of Grudge. I bear grudges, even after years have gone by. Sounds petty, no? But that's the way I work.
And... I can't wait for my First Rescue! Better still if I rescue someone as pretty as, say, Felicia Chin. Haha! But as always, i'm daydreaming again...
Speaking of Felicia Chin, the show Honour And Passion is damn good. It's a Must watch can! Haha. Catch it on Mediacorp channel 8, every weekday at 9pm!
Well, sorry if this post wasn't of much meaning. Haha.
Duty tomorrow. I'll go hide at the mess room at 9pm to catch Honour And Passion. =D
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
1:55 PM