Sunday, August 20, 2006
Sometimes...
Mom's having her op
today tomorrow. I hope everything turns out fine. Sometimes I'd wish to think that all this were just a bad dream, so that i'd maybe feel a little better. But no more of that. I shall not escape from reality.
Sometimes, I just can't help but feel like it's all my fault. If I could re-do everything, to put things right, I would. Sadly, it is all impossible. There are just too many regrets in my life.
Been up to my neck with school work lately. It's another 80+ days or so till my freedom. Till then, nothing shall dampen my determination. My determination to work hard and score well.
Many thanks to those who have stood by me during this trying period, especially to...
1. Joel, though you probably won't be reading this. Haha. Thanks for your prayers. Work hard okay. Don't land
your ass yourself in the bottom 100 again! =)
2. Tern Wen, though you never visit my blog. Haha. Thanks for consoling me. Study hard and play less! Just for this 3 months or so. =)
3. Mei Zhuang, though you too, probably won't be reading this. Thanks for your concern. Don't slack already. Chao keng one you. Haha. =)
4. Sin Yi, thanks for showing concern. I'll be okay. =) Give me a chance to top the class for this coming prelims okays. haha. =)
5. Zhong Hui, thanks too for showing concern. I'll take good care. Don't just rely on chem! be all-rounded! Study hard for your other subjects! As how you type a smiley, C= LOLS.
6. Chien Shen, Augustine, Clarence, Dez, thanks all of you for your words of encouragement. Study hard peeps! =)
7. Carrie, thanks for being such a good friend. Promise me you'll take good care of yourself over there okays. =)
8. Last but not least, Mei Hui. Thanks too for your encouragement. I wont stress myself out. I cant afford to burn myself out even before the Prelims start. Take care and study hard too! =)
I feel so blessed to have such supportive friends. Thanks be to thy Lord. The only regrets i won't be having would be to have known such great friends like you all. You guys rock my socks! =D Let's all work hard together for the common goal: Getting
our asses ourselves into a U!
I can't help but feel uneasy. Her op was scheduled in the morning, but i haven't received any news about the outcome.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
8:57 AM
