Thursday, September 06, 2007
无法守住的承诺。
A sharp ringing woke me from my deep slumber this morning. I had dreams... Visions... Probably the one most burning desire I have in mind. I woke up with tears in my eyes. Silly, no? Crying over something that seems so distant, so impossible. All the good i've done for you. Erased. By one stupid mistake.
So anyway, there was a turn-out in station at 4.30am. In my half awakened status I used the sliding pole and fell down flat on my ass because my limbs weren't responding as well as they do when I am awake. Amidst the chaos I ran towards my appliance, put on my protective gear, and hopped into the appliance.
The smell was strong. Like, a "punch-to-the-face" kind of strong. A punch strong enough to knock a grown man out cold. I gagged, involuntarily. It was so sharp, so pungent, so putrid. A mixture of rotten fish and ammonia. Look out for my face on the news tonight, I think them reporters got a snap of my face.
On a lighter note, i've passed module 2 of my driving. Now i'm left with part of module 3 to complete. I'm another step closer to my driving license... But. Why. I don't feel happy at all.
Recently i've been getting a lot of accidental cuts, particularly on my left hand. I've got cuts all over my palm and fingers. CAUTION: Do not play with sharp SOGs.
Promises are empty. They haven't been, aren't going to be, and will never be fulfilled. Take that, coming from me, one who used to believe. I've been so naive.
无法守住的承诺。
Unforgiven, thanks.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
9:10 AM
