Wednesday, September 12, 2007
One Of These Days.
After so many days of emo-ing, I feel that it's time to stop.
Emo-ing is tiring, no doubt. And after thinking about it, I feel so stupid. Why be an emo kid over someone who doesn't appreciate? Totally doesn't make sense, in my humble opinion. Perhaps this friendship was never meant to be. However, I stress that i'd never not care about a friend anymore. I do still regard you as a friend, till you make it clear that we can no longer be friends. In fact, I wouldn't mind going the extra mile for friends, even at my own expense, as long as my friends are happy. I guess that's just the way I do things. So, so, so very similar to Mr. Bing. Let yourself be a willing party, then feel sore about it. However, i'm not a condom. HAHAHA.
I do feel blessed not to have one, not two, not three, but
FOUR best friends in life. I do not thank God for this, however, because I do not believe that a Higher Power exists and controls our lives, as if playing a computer game of some sort. I do however, believe in Karma. Random-ness.
I'm very tempted to say that people who promise things such as 'Friends Forever" are big, fat liars, but I remember making such a grave promise to someone when I was a foolish, ignorant kid, and surprisingly, I have kept my word till present. This statement doesn't hold anymore, if, by any chance, one day, I break my promise. And i'd call myself a big fat liar. In front of the mirror.
TIME TO STOP EMO-ING~~~ Be happy always! =D Doesn't help that over half of my iTunes playlist are emo songs, though. Haha. Oh well.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I never believed in this saying until I experienced it for myself. How true.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
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