Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Know that everything I do; I do it for you.
I'd like to lie and tell myself everything's normal. I'd like to forget everything bad that happened between us. I wish... I wish nothing happened. I wish we would talk like we used to. Sadly...
Life is all about making choices. I guess I made the wrong choice that fateful night.
I wish you'd forgive and forget, yet i'm fully aware... Forgiving and forgetting isn't easy. I say that, because I myself, find it hard to even forgive someone for tresspassing against me, not to mention forget about anything that happened.
A friend mentioned to me that Faith is what holds people together. Faith... Is it really that simple to believe? Keep holding on to your beliefs, and one day, with a glimpse of hope, they might come true. I'd like to believe that someday you'd understand my intentions. Someday you'd forgive me. Someday we'd go back to how we used to be. Yet... I can't find it in myself to believe for now. I feel so... Pathetic. To have been reduced to such a state. Pathetic, Lester.
Bah, enough of the emo stuff. Trip to Seoul, Korea's been confirmed. My application for leave was successful. Leave a tag if you wish me to buy anything. As long as it's within budget, i'll do my best.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
3:39 PM
