Saturday, April 19, 2008
Sorry.
I feel, that it's unfair, for you to feel, what i'm feeling. To try to understand, would even be too much. I'm sorry, I remain silent. Let me bear the weight of the truths and actions, by myself.
I never wanted any of this. For you, to feel the agony that i'm going through. To feel for me. To cry for me. I appreciate it, but... It's just... Being unfair to you. Leave me be, for now, i'll sort out my thoughts alone, in peace.
I always, always... Wanted to live a happy life, co-existing in peace, as family, like you do. Who doesn't? Yet, I find no inner peace. I'm.. Unable to do that, for now. I'm...
Sorry.
Rainy weather is good. Time for a jog.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
7:27 AM