Sunday, September 14, 2008
Trippin' hard; Falling out onto the ground.
Her words, they left me jaded, depressed. Wanting no more, than to disappear from the face of the Earth. Her words, they shook the foundations, of what I believed in. They tested the reasons, of why i'm still existent, in this world.
After several days of moping at home, I decided to head out for some fresh air. You know what they always say, about retail therapy. Lols.
Meet my new Baby :D

It's got a full touch screen!
I get many people asking me why i'm so emo, why i'm quiet, for the most part. The reason is simple.
Whenever I face any troubles/problems, I absorb. I can only absorb this much, though. The analogy is similar to that of a toilet bowl; too much shit causes the toilet bowl to choke and overflow. That, shall be termed, the 'Breaking Point'. It doesn't help much, that i'm an emo person, by nature. I think, I think too much, for my own good.
People tell me, it's alright to tell, to share. I say bullcrap. I only share, with those I deem fit. The world's full of wagging tongues, myself included, sometimes. Independence is the way to go. It was proven when she walked out of my life, though i'm still in the process of learning how to be independent. Lol. It may not be the best, nor healthiest way, but i'm coping. A harsh lesson learnt.
I may not be the most forgiving person, but at least, I remain true to myself.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
9:17 PM