Monday, May 26, 2008
Know something?
I think i'll die young. Most likely reason would be high blood pressure/hypertension. 'Cos I tend to keep to myself, and when I do speak up, few people ever take me seriously. Oh well. That's life.
Live with it.
Anyway, I wonder why people try so hard, when they obviously know that their actions won't allow them to reap any fruits of their labour.
And, I learnt another thing.
Silence, doesn't mean consent. Lesson learnt, and I learnt it well.
My kingdom for a knife. I'm having real evil thoughts of chopping up my uncle's adopted son, and passing him off as pork trotter soup. He'd make a real good imitation, though. It's a sin, to think that way, but hey, strictly speaking, we're not even related in any way.
Okay, I think i'm saying really inhumane stuff, but who cares? My thoughts, my actions, my problem. I'd probably go to Hell when I die, someday (soon?), for harbouring so many evil thoughts. LOL.
Okay, maybe not a knife. I need a pair of stinky socks more, preferrably from someone with athlete's feet. COS HE WONT FUCKING STOP SNORING AND I FUCKING CANT GET TO SLEEP AND I'M FUCKING PISSED WHEN I INVOLUNTARILY DONT GET ENOUGH SLEEP. Okay sorry again for that outburst. I COULD PROBABLY SLAP HIM SO HARD HE'D FLY OFF THE BED, BUT HE WON'T FUCKING WAKE UP. PIG. GRRR.
Okay, the above post is an illusion. Nobody saw that.
I stared, into a broken mirror the other day. It was... Kinda like... looking at myself, from many angles. Cool, that, but then again, at the same time it makes me feel like a schizo, seeing many, irreconcilable pieces of me. Lol.
THANK THE STARS HE FUCKING STOPPED SNORING. I'MMA TRY TO GET SOME SLEEP BEFOR THE SECOND WAVE STARTS. GOOD FUCKING NIGHT.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
10:43 PM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
I overheard a conversation going on between 2 boys on the train this morning.
"...Strong words, coming from a weak person like you."
I wonder. Who defines strength, and weakness? One person's strength, might be his weakness as well. Being too trusting, for example.
There was this time during secondary school, that I was appointed class chairman, not by my own will. Back then I was the Loser Kid, the nobody in class, being the prime target of ridicule and mockery, so it came as a shock that I was given such a position in the class commitee. I thought, that finally, people saw me as their equal, to have voted for me, but there was only more ridicule in store for me. I remember vividly that there was once when I sought help from someone whom I thought was a friend, and ended up being called 'incompetent' by him in the face. That was a really big blow to my self esteem, seeing that such a strong word came from such a weak person. Heck, he was probably 50 times more incompetent than me, and there I was, bearing the brunt of his insults, just because I needed his help. I never could take it lying down, even till now. I guess, pride is man's greatest sin, after all. Lol.
I wonder why, people never really stop to think, before they start spewing rubbish from their mouths. It makes them sound, really dumb. It's like, they WANT to misunderstand. They choose to misunderstand. Sad. In a way, I like to be misunderstood. It tells me, how stupid, arrogant, and inconsiderate, people can really be. Oh well. Your lives, your mistakes, your problems. As long as you don't interfere with my life, whatever floats your boat. I can't really care, it's not in my place to pass judgement, to tell people what to do, what to think. Besides, I've enough on my platter for now.
I hate liars. I hate lying. I hate lying through my teeth. I hate it, but I can be so damn good at it. What an irony.
Went to Suntec this afternoon, and decided to get a cone of ice cream from B&J's. Surprise, surprise. My server turned out to be a primary school friend. :D
It's almost been a month... Lol.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
12:31 PM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
A wonderful day....
Spent with one of my very favourite persons. :D
Donuts for brrreakfast at home!
She says it looks like boobs, and something else. LOL.
Lunch @ MySG! Sirloin steak mmmmm.
Look how excited she is, to see the waiter with her Cilantro Chicken. Thighs, please.
Shared a Triple Choc cake, with vanilla ice cream.
MySG's a good place to dine in. Good ambience, good food, go in the evening though. It'd probably be a better dining experience in the evening. Only thing's the place a bit difficult to find, due to the 'secrecy'' of its location. Lol.
Watched "Over Her Dead Body". Quite a good comedy. No spoilers here, sorry.
A bit of camwhoring, before the show started. More pics were taken but imma lazy bastard. Probably need a foreman with a bullwhip, to even get me started with any work. Lol.
Picked grandma up from the airport this evening, she'll be staying with us for a while. Whee!
Good day, good day!
P.S. Poor alignment. Oh well. I tried my best. Lol.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
2:29 PM
Thursday, May 01, 2008
I just don't know, how I should react, anymore.
A lot of things to write about, but my mind remains blank as of now.
Till the next time.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
3:33 PM