Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Eh... As requested by Nicole meimei... Some parts are uncannily accurate, but some parts are plain blah.
Lester has difficulty making decisions. His mind changes constantly. He lives in an emotional tug of war. Lester could be described like a thermometer. Today warm and friendly, yet tomorrow he may be distant and cold, not wanting to be close to anyone.
Some research indicates that people with a severe variety in the slant of their handwriting have an inability to tolerate sugar and are suffering the side-effects of too much sugar in their diet. If moods swings are a reoccurring issue, investigate the diet.
If Lester encounters a situation he cannot handle he frequently pulls into himself. He feels his emotions are secure if he is withdrawn. When he has solved the problem he can be very outgoing and again need other people's companionship. Some see Lester as very moody, but it it would be more accurate to say he has two complete personalities that he chooses depending on the circumstance. This type of person is often hard to understand because no one knows what personality he is exhibiting today. He may not be bothered by something one minute, then the next minute become upset at the same thing. It is very difficult to pin down Lester's emotional expressiveness.
Lester tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Lester writes tiny all of the time, he will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Lester will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. he might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When he is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and his ability to focus is incredible. When he says "he didn't hear you", he really means, he didn't hear you.
Lester will demand respect and will expect others to treat him with honor and dignity. Lester believes in his ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. He has a lot of pride.
Lester is secretive. He has secrets which he does not wish to share with others. He intentionally conceals things about himself. He has a private side that he intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in his past.
Lester has a desire for attention. People around Lester will notice this need. He may fulfill this need by a variety of ways depending on his own character.
According to the inputted data, Lester has a stinger shape inside the oval of his a, d, or c. This might be hard to visualize, but if this little hooklike shape is present, then Lester has an unresolved "issue" with strong members of the opposite gender. An occasional appearance of this stroke could indicate a simple "loves a mental challenge" which can manifest in playful linguistic conversations and being attracted to a lover who isn't always available. However, if the stroke is severe, this means the individual has unresolved anger at the oppostive gender - which usually started with the person's childhood relationship with the opposite gender parent (Mom or Dad). If the writer is a woman she will be attracted to strong challenging men. If the writer is a man, he will find the woman who is "hard to get" the most attractive. In a nutshell, people with stingers in their writing tend to have challenges in their romantic relationships.
For more information about this "stinger" trait, visit this webpage. Remember, it is only negative if the traits occurs often and is quite pronounced. An occasional stinger can be no problem.
Lester is a cumulative and procedural thinker. He likes to have all the facts before making a decision. He thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. His thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Lester learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once he has learned new material, and understood it, he won't forget.
Lester is a methodical thinker, therefore he is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, he often loses to rapid thinking people because he is thinking thirty minutes later about what he should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.
He may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once he gets it, he can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, he can handle it better than most.
Lester's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Lester that he wasn't a great and beautiful person, and he believed them. Lester also has a fear that he might fail if he takes large risks. Therefore he resists setting his goals too high, risking failure. He doesn't have the internal confidence that frees him to take risks and chance failure. Lester is capable of accomplishing much more than he is presently achieving. All this relates to his self-esteem. Lester's self-concept is artificially low. Lester will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because he is afraid that if he makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Lester to plan too far into the future. He kind of takes things on a day to day basis. He may tell you his dreams but he is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud he speaks, look at his actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Lester is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.
Something is incomplete in Lester's life. He feels frustration relating to his physical needs and desires. Somewhere in his life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Lester's sexual needs.
Lester has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. He lets new people into his circle of friends. He uses his imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
Lester has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Lester's y or g is large and opens up to the left side of the page. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Lester has regarding sex and physical things. So, his lower zone stroke is large, so his sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop is incomplete and extends to the left, this indicates a particular fascination with certain aspects of sexuality that have not been fulfilled, yet. In a nutshell, Lester is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once.
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Lester has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Lester fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Lester has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Lester just comes into someone's home and helps himself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Lester finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when he was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
1:35 PM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Katkat needs your help! SAVE KATKAT PETITION!
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Thy Sins be Cleansed.
2:41 AM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Trippin' hard; Falling out onto the ground.
Her words, they left me jaded, depressed. Wanting no more, than to disappear from the face of the Earth. Her words, they shook the foundations, of what I believed in. They tested the reasons, of why i'm still existent, in this world.
After several days of moping at home, I decided to head out for some fresh air. You know what they always say, about retail therapy. Lols.
Meet my new Baby :D
It's got a full touch screen!
I get many people asking me why i'm so emo, why i'm quiet, for the most part. The reason is simple.
Whenever I face any troubles/problems, I absorb. I can only absorb this much, though. The analogy is similar to that of a toilet bowl; too much shit causes the toilet bowl to choke and overflow. That, shall be termed, the 'Breaking Point'. It doesn't help much, that i'm an emo person, by nature. I think, I think too much, for my own good.
People tell me, it's alright to tell, to share. I say bullcrap. I only share, with those I deem fit. The world's full of wagging tongues, myself included, sometimes. Independence is the way to go. It was proven when she walked out of my life, though i'm still in the process of learning how to be independent. Lol. It may not be the best, nor healthiest way, but i'm coping. A harsh lesson learnt.
I may not be the most forgiving person, but at least, I remain true to myself.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
9:17 PM
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Weakness Vs Resolve.
When I was a kid, Mom taught us to be kind, to help a friend whenever we can, to live, and let live.
I subscribed strongly to that teaching. I try to be nice, all the time... I help out whenever I can, even at my own expense, sometimes... It's also the reason, why I never chose to defend myself, most of the time. Defending one's self would usually lead to confrontation. I'd just let most stuff pass, unless it was too damaging to the pride. Heck, as if I have any pride to speak of. Lol.
Anyway, back to main point. Some people (mainly people like Mom) see this as a strength. It is, as they say, a strong resolve. A will of iron, if you understand what I mean.
Sadly, most of the outside world think it's a weakness. I'm ashamed to say I feel there is more cause to incline towards the latter, after years of practical use. Most people usually take advantage, if not, exploit.
And in the modern world, being weak, or openly displaying signs of weakness, is a sin.
Goodbye, Weakness.
Thy Sins be Cleansed.
12:20 AM